okay...
this is my story...
wen u love someone.. are u suppose to love them for who they are..?
like 100% who they are..?
wut if u dunt like.. 20% of them.. then wut are u suppose to do..?
are u suppose to change them..? or are u suppose to jess deal wit
the part dat u dunt like about them...

jealousy... selfish... controllable...
bitchy.. bossy...
yeah.. i'm all dat above...
but you have turned meeh like dat..
and now you can't handle dat..?

please.. you have jess made meeh stronger...
and i reallie thank you for dat.

i guess jess "loving" someone is not the
answer in a relationship.

time for a freakin UPDATE!!!

okae.. i started my 100 day project. muharhar
it officially started 2/13/2005.
within 100 days.. i am planning on losing 20 pounds or more maybe??
yep. and i have learned couple of tips how to lose 20 pounds or more
within 100 days.

by 5/23/2006 i will lose 20 pounds. o yes i better.
wish meeh luck all ya'll.

and as of rite now.. i think i lost about 3~5 pounds. yep.

One day, a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The Teacher was explaining evolution to the children. The Teacher asked a little boy:

TEACHER:    Tommy do you see the tree outside
    TOMMY:      Yes.
TEACHER:   Tommy, do you see the grass outside?
   TOMMY:     Yes.
TEACHER:   Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky.
   TOMMY:     Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky.
TEACHER:    Did you see GOD?
   TOMMY:      No.
TEACHER:    That's my point. We can't see GOD because HE isn't there. HE just doesn't exist.

A little girl spoke up wanting to ask the boy some questions.  The Teacher agreed.

LITTLE GIRL:   Tommy, do you see the tree outside?
   TOMMY:         Yes.
LITTLE GIRL:   Tommy do you see the grass outside?
   TOMMY:         Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL:   Did you see the sky?
   TOMMY:         Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL;   Tommy, do you see the Teacher?
   TOMMY:         Yes
LITTLE GIRL:   Do you see her brain?
   TOMMY:          No
LITTLE  GIRL:  Then according to what we were taught today, she doesn't have one...........

II CORINTHIANS 5:7 " FOR WE WALK BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT

I'M GONNA BE ON DIET STARTING TODAY!!!!!!!!

GOSH.. GOTTA LOSE WEIGHT. FEEL LIKE I'M GETTING
FATTER AND FATTER EVERIE DAY.

GONNA DO 3 THINGS A DAY.

1. NO EATING AFTER 7... JESS VEGGIES AND FRUITS.

2. EXCERCISE AT LEAST 1-2 HOURS A DAY.

3. DANCE. YES.. I MEAN DANCE. ATLEAST 30 MINS A DAY.
(dancing helps u to lose so much weight... everie part of your body)

FA SHO. WISH MEEH LUCK ALL YALL.

wow.. it's finally over...

life is too hard for meeh...
and i guess no one can help meeh through it but God...
and eben the person i thought can help...
i guess i was wrong.. eben made it harder for meeh..

well it's time for my new start...

don't wanna make wrong choices dis time.

ajf;oisjuoiwuear;hfkjsaf;ajeoirwauoir so frustrated.

my heartaches.